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Results from Gastroscopy - Btamamura's Rant Files
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Results from Gastroscopy
Good news - No cancer or anything like that.
Bad news - Nothing was found, still without answers.

I am being referred to a gastroenterologist and need to do a stool sample test, so while it’s good the doctor isn’t giving up yet, I’m beyond disappointed and all-out miserable that this still isn’t over.

Don’t get me wrong, I am thrilled it’s not cancer! I just...I wish I had some answers by now. I don’t want to be one of those patients that has the doctor give up and say it was nothing, only for me to find out from another doctor down the track that it is something and it’s a big deal. I am even more convinced now that what I have is hidden.

They want me to start Work for the Dole. How can I when I can’t leave the house without a vomit bag? How can I when there are days walking around the house or touching anything at all is too painful?

I want this to be over!!

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tsutsuji From: tsutsuji Date: February 25th, 2016 02:07 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm so sorry that you did not get any useful answers. But I'm very glad they did not find cancer or any other dangerous thing going on in there!

If they want you to start work, first they need to get you into some really good support service. They need to find someone who can help you figure out what's going on with you physically. I hope you can find someone to talk to about your situation.

I can hardly imagine how discouraging this must be for you, but please, don't give up hope!

*hugs very gently*
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